The Resentment (Illicit Love)

Everything I thought I knew about myself was nothing more than a fabrication.

I had it all.

The perfect life.

The loving family.

The best friend.

The rock n roll boyfriend.

Until I didn't.



The fairytales I grew up with were lies. Like my ex best friend once said, fairytales are not real and there is no prince on a white horse coming to save you.



She was right.

I was naive to even think I deserved a happily ever after, until him.



Dark, tall, handsome and twice my age.

I knew nothing about him, but it seemed he knew everything about me.



Like I said, everything I knew about myself was nothing more than a fabrication and now I had resentment pumping through my blood.

Long gone was the old Connie, say hello to the new and improved.